The Art Of Self-Mind Psychoing

i've caught sight of a nice nice pair of shoes, i'm sure of getting it. Puma, i found it at the marina square shop. it costs $101, so i wouldn't wanna hope on anyone getting it for me. i dont think anyone would go to the extent of getting it as my birthday gift which is about 3 weeks from now, though it'd be a nice present. i'm gonna get my pay soon anyway for working at the expo sale. supposedly i get about $250, which will be put in the bank on 22nd feb. which is also now another story. i dont think my mum would allow me to take out that money. she'd make me keep it in the bank, in which after eventual days she would use it for something else, like paying whatever bills. at least give me 150 bucks for me to spend on. about a hundred on the shoes and something else for myself. i realized i spent much on others than myself. or i waste on other junk. so this time i'll think through vividly of how i'm gonna use it. i took a few pictures of the shoe with my phone, but sadly i cant upload it on my com. its pretty slick, not the usual design of Puma shoes, seems more smart yet casual. its not bulky, a particular thing i find in a shoe. i dont feel that i suit bulky shoes, probably because of how i wear. im not a fan of bulky hippity-hop shoes, neither do i like skinny looking shoes like my tiger pair of shoes. i dunno why i got them in the first place. im picky of my dressing only when it comes to shoes. have a strict rule to have a brown, white and black pair at the minimal. i hope to be rid of the tiger shoes, so i can get this Puma pair. im really in for it. i may consider a tiger pair for my brown set, as recommended by my cousin, but i see a nike or vans to be more pleasing.

i returned my punchcard to the marina square john little branch. i returned that and the staff pass. but i forgot to return the dumb nametag. so i may have to go back down to return it. just for that dumb thing. since i was at marina square i decided to get my sister her present, her birthday is tomorrow. this is my first gift as far as i can remember. first i got her this wand-like thingy, with a small pink heart shaped pillow accompanied with ribbons and little flowers. it also says 'happy birthday' and it costs 3 bucks. after that, i went to look at the diva shop julie told me about. its got plenty of girly necklace and all that junk. i was kinda embarrassed to go in there alone. the whole shop was filled with only girls, and i was the only guy. i do realize that im mostly surrounded with females, be it in the train, walking among a group of people or whatever, i'd be the only guy on many many occasions. anyways, i bought a golden necklace with a big heart. i found that the chain was a tad too short so i got a shop personnel to help me to a longer one. that cost 16 bucks. phew, presents below 20 bucks and im totally dry now.

back when i was lepaking with my friends, i suddenly mentioned that i had a purple shirt. they all started laughing. they said purple was the international gay color. wow....... i had no idea. so i'm considering of what to do with that shirt. and to wear it with pride is not in consideration.

i'll blog again soon. tired.