i actually got someone who wanted me to update the blog.

wow.

some pictures over the month. scattered all over; don't care lah.

LIFE IS: School, Work, Keyboards, Getting Tired, PIXIE LOTT, Obsessive, Crazy.

ZAYN

Omar Met Suriyann And Yuxuan.

there are times when i think of where i am in a person's life. those times are when i feel lost, when i feel i have wronged and when i feel hard done by.

some of my strengths play close to my weakness. when i try to be comfort, i end up being the greater pain. and i know i have no intention to hurt; i know i can do it better when i mean it.

i fear losing myself to someone i know i won't love and neither will the people who love me.

i have to ease up on eating habits. too much junk food in a week; you'd be scared at the amount.
seriously have to stick to certain food and drinks. treat myself sparingly.

i need to be more responsible. Keyboard practice everyday from now on. no slacking. slowly pick up on camera. read in spare time. soccer when the time comes. less sleeping, less junkfood.

Everyone Needs A Reminder Every Now And Then; Even Me.

SCARY SHIZZ AT SPOOKTACULAR.
had good fun, with good people and good scares.
check out the photos!

a familiar face.

k this one more familiar lah. hi Syu!

scary sia really.

and....

Say Hello To My Little Friend!

(Literally)

Question(s), Please.

What Do I Look For While I Look At What Is In Front Of Me?

While I Came And Saw The Flawed, Have I Conquered Perfection?

When Do I Numb This Skin And Laugh Along The Sore?

Is This Part Of The Process?

When Do I Thin These Veins To Witness My Authority?

What Is My Authority?

Do I Draw On My Pencil Tracings?

Is This The Right, The Wrong Or The Logical?

Would I Be Aware To Leave The Signs And Inflict Hurt?

Are The Strays Just In My Mind?

Are They The Candle Fires That I Have Gathered In My Hands?

Would This Truth Hurt?

Would This Lie Help Anyway?

Am I The Reason While Being The Cause?

Will I Earn What I Want; What I Have Lost?

Am I God Or Am I Creation?

Have You Seen It All To Prove Your Silence?

Is It More Than Just Love?

Have I Really Seen Deeper?

Am I Laying These Questions To Be Unanswered?

I Have No Words For This.

I Don't Have Words For This.

Leave Me from Daros Films on Vimeo.

gerek pe

i've yet to show my appreciation and love for Jonny Craig.

In Rock Songs, you can get unique and amazing vocals.

i feel this guy tops the unique list.

but he is genred RnB; and this band had been and is in a Post-Hardcore Band.

he's right up there amongst my favourite vocals like

City&Colour, M. (Muhamad) Shadows, Anthony Green, Spencer Chamberlain, Matthew Bellamy, Chris Martin, Matthew Lim, Daryl Palumbo, Jesse Leach, Jonny Mess,Cedric Bixler-Zavala, Liam Gallagher.

ISTILLFEELHER III

How far back, can you remember?

Did the ice stop your heart?

Oh wait, that was me,

Oh wait that was me.

I froze to death.

My last words choking your breath.

Do the words "Still Love You"

give you security

Bottled up like smoke floating over flames.

I have no soul, no conscience.

Floating for one meaning.

Three words, I left you with

Three words, I left you with

Do the words "Still Love You"

give you security

Bottled up like smoke floating over flames.

I left you with one promise.

I hear your heart call my name.

Do the words "Still Love You"

give you security

Bottled up like smoke floating over flames

With The Grace Making Most Of The Force.

so here's the Raya outing for Batam people.

and i must say, a poor turnout despite the huge group i anticipated.
they had their reasons anyway.

we took 2 days, 2 fun days.

i'm terribly sorry for being late on the second day heheh.

'k fine the movie BOHSIA was alright.

will go through the pictures...

my place first on day1.

i apologise for any trouble you north/west people encountered while trying to get to my place hehe
i gave them the usual tour whenever new friends comeover; did it like MTV Cribs.

yeah especially the last part when they tell you to 'get the hell out'. heheh.

i like that part
er.. though i didn't actually do it when we're about to leave..

all i wanted was to try camwhore ALONE. wah i got like 4 faces.

Tiqz


Tiq with Big-Ass Ribbon

Tiq with Big-Ass Flower.

NasBuddy and HazBuddy

Nas. Accrued Milo Expenses X4

XP

Jellie and Tiq






Day 1

Day 2



they stole my slipper.





why senget?

Aisyah. Lady of Mars

Hanis. you should look at her camera. fascinating.

it talks and at times, scare people .

Wakil-wakil Muslimin.

me and Haziq




Izz.

Zanna. still seeking cheese biscuits.

Zanna's bro. forgot the name. cute ah.

Haziq= Spasticus.

Seri

Jellie

Hazira. the only East-side partner.

Aftermath of A Level Results.

typical of parents.

or is it just Indian parents?

kitna Drama Yaar...

what's the Fussball about?

in recent days, i have been thinking about football managers being sent off during a match.
to begin, i just think its ridiculous managers can be sent off.
but since there is such a rule and a right for referees to execute, i'll go with my point.
i think managers are afraid to send off Manchester United's Sir Alex Ferguson.
either that or they're dumb old fools.


i would highlight my notion following the team's 2-2 draw against Sunderland.
(Sunderland awesome; very unfortunate, Berbatov awesome goal, Foster: Shite).
in the second half, you could see the Scot barking at the fourth official and pointing at the pitch (Presumably to the referee, Alan Wiley).
he then took a shot at the referee aforementioned, claiming mr Wiley is not physically fit (as a butcher's dog) to conduct the game, took too long to make a booking (longest was 19 seconds for Sunderland's Phil Bardsley) and did not give enough time in the match (match ended at (94 mins and 2 secs).

in the defense of the match official, he was placed at fairly reasonable locations as to where the action was throughout the match. he jogged and halted according to the flow of the game. while booking, referees need to talk to the offender and at the same time take a breather. he is multi-tasking. giving himself and the players a short catch of breath as well as trying to remind players to keep the game clean. if players can rest during goal celebrations, injuries etc, why not the Man in Black (Yellow/Blue for this season)? and finally, he did give enough time for the full match to end. a full 90 minutes plus the extra time given.
Mr Alan Wiley would have conducted the same good job for any other match.

So why was Fergie going all red-faced on the match officials, and following the match, a rant on the poor gaffer?

and why did the officials report to the main referee that the manager was running his mouth a tad too much?

scared?

lazy?

has a crush on him?

what?

Arsene Wenger, Arsenal's manager, was sent off in the dying minutes of their clash with the Red Devils. why? for kicking a bottle, when Robin van Persie's last minute effort for an equalizer was ruled offside by the linesman. the bottle had not harmed anyone, nor did it explode like a C-4 Plastic Explosive. it cannot be taken as a sign of aggression. it is only, at the very least, mere frustration. he was very cute throughout the process, standing in the middle of nowhere until he was escorted out. there was an apology of some sort thenafter, but its a mark forever to tarnish the good name of referees.

Sammy Lee of Liverpool too was sent off for an unseen "offence". the assistant coach could do nothing but abide the command.

while they could shoo managers off with a mere lift of their finger, they daren't even look at the great manager of Man Utd; probably fearing the Hairdryer Treatment that made him very famous. do they fear his success? he is successful alright, but does that play an impact in the hearts of officials? i'm sure Fergie has been sent off at some point of his managing career but the need to do what was needed calls for begging on this occasion? he is a brilliant manager, but he gets in the minds of referees in his drive to win. such negative external intervention should not be allowed to dictate the game.

referees award fouls and cards for players taking off their shirts and misinterpreted decisions following a tough-ballwinning challenge, but they choose to keep their whistles and cards when players dive and managers spit on officials as they show their rage. i cannot say referees are biased, but they certainly make mistakes, far too many for the calling of a referees. they are merely human, but need to make right and proper decisions. video-assisting perhaps? aside all that, referees need to step up.

so who is at fault: referee or manager?

all i can say is, both need to know where they stand.

its your pick.

Christian The Lion

so, i thought of putting up something meaningful up on my blog. then i came across this.

got it off Facebook from a friend's video link.

touching shizznizz. i want a pet lion. or monkey.

the song is from Toni Braxton or Whitney Houston.

i'm not shy to say this, but it used to be one of my favourite songs when i was 5-6?

anyway, enjoy the video. it truly is touching (:

PS: Underoath, Killswitch Engage, Glassjaw

---- Favourite Bands???----

Amacamxz#%^&!*+

this is probably all over the web by now.
i really like this though i still dont get some of what the guy's said.
(it took me a shame bit of time to understand him in the first place)
have a good watch
:)

PARAMORE: IGNORANCE~

a chance to put up an update.

Pri-Sch Break fast

Eid-ster Day

F1

will elaborate along with the pictures.

F1 was tiring, yet an experience not to be forgotten.
it felt good to be part of an international event, albeit a small part.
new friends made that too made the process enjoyable.
but me being me, i had to take a very long time for my legs to heal from the aching.
did not get good sleep too.
i did get a shirt, a luggage tag for my dad and ear plugs for my bro.
and some carrier bags for certain people ;)

me, fauzi, seri and afidah

we messed around with plenty of stuff there, like the binoculars that were meant for sale. the funny thing was when customers wanted to check out the binoculars, they seem to look at the opposite hole. every single time haha.

Eid-ster wasn't as fun as other years.

got off to a pretty disappointing start, i shan't elaborate.

i didn't get much of the photos taken throughout the week, maybe on the next post.

i realised though my mum's side is indian, we don't look pretty indian at all.

neither do my dad's side. but they however can speak tamil.

but both sides cook awesomely and really makes me happy

so its pretty indian-y and i'm happy about it in the end.

karaoke at one of my aunt's place.

hindustans songs ah. oldies and current.

yes, i sang my heart out, people seemed to like my singing.

that resulted to another day of karaoke, would you believe that!

it was a very enjoyable time and it would seem more will come.

the next time hopefully, songs of my favourites

B. Neville trying.

Fatticus to be Darth Gendut.

heres the outing with pri sch friends.

been ages since we've met and we were due dinner together.

Afan and i decided to surprise the rest by picking them up by car, since he got his license.

every single one of them were really shocked to see the car haha.

like seven of us squeezed into that cute lil car. SEVEN.

it was hilarious and fun.

bro, im really proud of you. the first among us to get a car.

only.... dont drive like you're trying to kill us.

.
happiness by the kilowatt

thats it for now.

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with
GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD Good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?

Student : Yes.

Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Is Satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor : Where does Satan come from ?

Student : From . . . GOD . . .

Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in

the World, don't they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, who Created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor : Yes,Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor : Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor : Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theatre became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?

Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.

Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought. It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.

Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it

Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and Cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?

Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . .. .

No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that You have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

NB:That student was Albert Einstein.

there is a glitch in blogger that pops up every now and then. it prohibits me from putting up pictures, videos etc; which puts me off to blog about anything.

now i have the chance to blog, when the bug is unapparent.

but i have nothing in my head to write. it very much speaks about the days i've had so far.

so, i wasted an afternoon at ITE Simei (nothing against the college), a talk where the main speaker wasn't around.

resultant to that was just spending 1 hour there.

i thought it was compulsory. anyway, unlike all boring and redundant talks, i did pick useful knowledge; albeit of no relation to the F1 event:

that is the very complex defining process of a simple mode to express affection.

i also learnt recently that kissing started way back in the stone age. it was believed that kissing was actually a method for cave-mummys to feed their cave-babies. cave-mummys stuff food into their mouth and chew it for the toothless cave-babies to swallow easily. then comes the mouth-to-mouth transferral feedway. this is an entirely different idea from what people kiss for (affection, goodbye, respect, sexual desire etc), but the idea definitely originated from this. cave-mummys used their hands for other purposes like scratching hairy armpits.

:)

the day melted frozen clumps; seeing you, seeing us.

take the bite off my bones.

burn on my cheeks.

garner and ignite the candle.

candle would never die.

smell the dawn's ocean scent; with a tinge of blood to stain the air.

after rigorous days of studying and facing papers, the exam period has come to an end.
Business Law and Costing were okay. a huge doubt over Accounts.
i believe many, if not all had difficulty with the paper. i know i certainly did.
except for Mark. oohh he's the best.

coming late for papers, and finishing them in 20 minutes to be the first few to leave.
i hope he knows passing up the paper doesn't mean he'll get highest marks.

i do hope things turn out well for me and my classmates.

found on Business Law text; Chapter 7 page 46. Explorer
it is a NICE pencilcase, while the owner is at the receiving end of not-so-nice comments.

newdeadfriend

an afternoon uncompromising chill. got caught in rain; and a skin-biting cold bus-ride. my fingernails turned blue. well can't really see here.

ang-kong

thanks Xuan Wei for the chocolate treats. they're awesome (make more for me can?) wish you all the best. take care! :)


dawn.

question.

feel.

seek.

calling.

gel.

thundercrack.

effect.

WE NEED THIS CONVOCATION.

SWEAR TO SAKE MY LIFE, BRING THIS EMANATION.

The mental fight is lost;

the battle cry is that of a dog's whimper;

and my sword is stuck up my gut.

the sun will rise to paint the sky red

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