Glassjaw- Siberian Kiss

i miss my beroszxzx, whom i have not met in a long while
must hang out la. the girls too la.
after CA. (screw BL)
i have dedicated myself to certain commitments, but not fulfilling them.
studies.
F1.
fitness.
Keyboarding.
football.
muay thai.
its either one thing or the other, never the whole pack.
time management is Key!

Been thinking about many things, such as

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NS Medical Check up:
the date due to register for checkup is close. need to book soon.
i do NOT want to go to NS straight after ITE.
i hope to settle with a diploma first before serving.
i have come across too many situations from different people that have difficulties returning to Poly after NS.
having said that, it wont be easy after NS in any case.
a big jump to the Real World.

Driving License:
i still have not taken my BTT. :S
i was sick on the day of my first BTT so i couldn't take the test.
now, i have no time to retake it AND my mum wants me to pay for myself. tskk.
while some people are driving around already, im still walking. tired lahh.
i want to be able to fetch my sister from work or drive my mum around,
its more than just personal benefit. i would like to take that responsibility.

Job:
Again, this J word comes about.
basically i need my own income. as i suck badly in saving.
at this time of age, i need more than i have.
to feed me and the baby in my stomach.
it'll loosen the load for my family.
and at least i'll have something to do to occupy my time.
i can also provide those in need too.
but what damned job?! why wont the job come to me?!
i would like to do more events like Golf Opens etc,
but such events leave gargantuous gaps thenafter.
i need a continual run of events. or maybe a solid part-time job.
F1 money would probably last like... 3 weeks.
come on, fall from the sky!

New House:
after long and arduous house-hunting, we settled on a deal for a house.
its at Riverina. like 3 km from where im staying now, still Pasir Ris.
probably moving around December.
it wasn't easy, and it isn't gonna be easy.
that is why a job will do me good.
i need to plan the stuff for my room too.
dont have any ideas at the moment, but i have some time...


okay that is all for now.


sleeping too much is like not getting enough sleep. you'll feel tired. im always getting either of the two :s