The Art Of Self-Mind Psychoing

in all out honesty, i was about to open my book to study. but...... well i've got no excuse. i just did this anyway haha.

Instructions:Remove one of the questions above & replace it with your own.Tag 8 people , list them down at the end of the post.Notify them in their chatbox that they have been tagged.

1)Who do you miss most now?
i'd say my dad, for once. my friends; lots of them: Ffour, idah, zim, afan, husna, fiq, nisa, dilah and lots of people i haven't met in a long long while.

2)what do you want to eat now?
i haven't eaten lunch. so yeah, lunch. i've been bugging my mum to cook spaghetti since friday and she somehow avoids that so far. and cheesecake too. that'd make my lunch.

3)What is the last thing you would do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
have a mass gathering for prayers and bible reading would be essential. but after all that i'd wanna meet all my loved ones at the beach, maybe fly to bali's kuta beach (EC IS FILTHY PLEASE!) and hug and say words i want to say to the loved ones.

4)Do you hate your friends sometimes?
hate certainly is a strong words for the people you love. dissappointment and disagreement may come at their rare special guest appearances but definitely not hate. i love my friends (:

5)What will you do if your best friend is kidnapped?
do all i can to find him/her along with the help of my other friends, beat the kidnapper up ('act of defense') and the call the police. hey its much worse to be punished in hell. im being nice (:

6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i've seen them occasionally. but i haven't seen the 'iblis' hanging upsidedown on the rainbow my uncle usually bullshits about.

7)Who would you choose between your ex girlfriend & current girlfriend?
i dont think in my terms i would call my past relationship partners as girlfriends as i couldn't love them to the best that i could. so no ex girlfriends and no current girlfriend(s) (:

8)Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
i wasn't very good a boyfriend back then. so i guess that is complicating on its own?

9)Are you happy with your life right now?
im contented. i have my family and friends and some of the things i like. i know we dont get everything in life, but it could have been better. imnot facing a crisis and im living life, so i guess im happy.

10)What if your crush ask you out?
i'll see if i can take that chance. i'm appreciative and thankful of things like this. now let me ask you a question: who's my crush?

11)What is the thing you want most now?
hanging out with friends+trust+time+money+more love+knowledge= understanding.
it somehow answers the question. dont ask me what it means, i dont quite fully get the picture too haha.

12)What feeling do you hate the most?
anger. one can let their feelings get the best of them. it may be good, it may be bad. but i dislike getting angry, it'll even scare me. but nowayears(?) its pretty well and down. its all good (:

13)What will you do if you fall in love with a girl/guy?
either way, i like to think to let nature take its course. loving someone is a small shine from God of what heaven is. being with someone and loving that someone is another thing. and as much as i'm fine with homosexuality, i would be freaked out by myself. but love dont always have to go both ways. im still trying to 'love myself' to love someone else. wah i sibei complicated, i know.

14)What are you lookin forward to in the following weeks?
i suppose i will rot with EURO2008. no special occurance in sight. maybe meet with my friends? hopefully play soccer. muay thai on tuesdays..

15)The most important things in your life?
family and friends. they're the people that dont make papers entitle themselves to be of importance. and there's my 'army' outside my house..... kidding (;

16)who do you hope to be always there for you?
family and friends. as well as that special someone. that person may not be someone i know or might be in the pool of people i know and love, but i hope that person will afloat one day.i'll be.... patient.

17)Do you find life meaningless?
living life is a purpose on its own. we have our purposes religiously and personally.

18)Who do you love the most?
Family and friends. the people that matter to me albeit the jagged rocks we pass together.
i love all of you.

19)Do you believe there is true love?
i've seen it. but yet to feel it. love has been given a bad reputation these days. i'll come back one day and say 'this is true love'. hopefully. in the midst of this survey, i think i sound emo. but nothing like that at all please haha (:

20)What's your greatest wish?
To Die When You Die For, To Live For What To Die For.
i wish to complete this quote. it says a lot. like a base of everything i want to be.

21) Who's my closest friends?
what i said in question 1.

tagged by : SHERRY.

ppl pls dun reject & break the rules...8people:
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if you would happen to view this and you're really bored, feel free to do it (: