The Art Of Self-Mind Psychoing

so today i went to my new school. honestly, the atmosphere was about the same as longkang kurau secondary (inside joke amongst me sam and julie). but the environment is better, though i've seen better schools.

there're plenty of indians...... i dont really know what i meant by saying that. there're plenty of girls too, more than i see guys. thats fine i guess. i just need to mind my own business and everything's fine. i went to do some paper work. then i had to take a picture for my ez link card, which im sure would look pretty dumb. i was wearing this light blue shirt, so i guess thats fine. ashran suggested me to wear that pink shirt i got yesterday; nuts. i went to the multi purpose hall to get my uniform. i got 2 sets, both the same color which is red out of 5 colors. i find it more attractive than any other color they offered. i entered the toilet to try out my uniform- see how it fits. oh, it fits just nice. but that wasnt the problem. the TOILET. the urinal was clogged up with tissue, junk, cigarrettes and urine. there was the first impression of a very particular factor in a school. i think it was urine in this cup what was near the sink.

in truth, i dont think i can be very likeable there, cause i saw a brief number of my assumed classmates. and i dont think they're the type i can hang out with. hopefully they'll be cool enough with me just for schoolwork help. im always thinking of keeping my number of friends there at minimum for my own good.

the other trouble i have is CCA. i was thinking in between the lines of football, rugby and rock climbing. its kind of a big dilemma now, because i just cant choose. i have great interest in all the sports. i would love to have the ability to balance 2 CCAs with studies. it takes great time management and commitment, as nina said. i can do it if i really want to. but the odds are just 1 mostly. nina also recommended me joining the Student Counsellor Club, which will end up a good testimonial for me. i have been thinking about football more than ever this time, even more than music. i would love the feel of climbing the wall and other rocks. and i like the idea of running with the ball and discovering the stuff in rugby. the idea of a good testimonial is always tempting, nonetheless.

argh... football? rugby?..... rocks?..... good testimonial? this is really beyond its capacity. i mean, its just a CCA. and its not more than for 2 years. i love soccer. but i like new stuff. SHITE. this is hard.

it takes a while to get to my school from home. i need the mrt . there is no other direct way to get to school. even to the mrt there is plenty of walk to make. there are buses that go along the area like 13, 28, 70 but none as near as the mrt stop.


paya lebar to bishan. everyday. in the morning, and in the evening. traumatising. what if i get hurt in some incident and no one would be there to fetch me? cab?! the fare would be like a gazillion bucks! i need to have cash around me, lots of it.

well, there is one familiar face there. ain. from my primary school. i thought she was smart. not to diss ITE or her but, i was surprised. i think she is in the same course as i am. so i guess thats cool. i think she'd be my few friends there. i'll keep low.