i remember the last time

it is the first day of school in the new year for some of my friends.
having to sleep early the day before.
but end up not sleeping at all the whole night.
tossing and turning,
trying all will to shut these eyes
to prepare for tomorrow.
but mere minutes till you have to bathe
your eyes flutter into tiredness
you fall, deep into sleep.
and there goes the alarm.
sleep in the shower.
hate the uniform as you put it on.
go to school.
sit on the common table in the canteen,
sipping red bull.
waiting for friends to come by and shake hands.
talk and talk.
go to assembly,
the national anthem, the pledge
having the dm on stage organising,
having the principal on stage threathening.
go to class,
see the teachers and all of your classmates.
have dirty talks and lame conversations.
deal with math questions you suck at
deal with other subjects
deal with teachers yapping.
have recess together with friends.
try to finish your food before any so you dont have to put for all of them.
be late for class cause you're still chatting.
getting scolded.
worry about exams.
hang out at the canteen after school.
play soccer at the court.
go home.

and here i am,
at home.
missing plenty of what was mentioned.