dead man's chest

i think i finally found it.
something i want to do.
i have great interest in the new course of SP,
Drama and Psychology.
both aspects, i want to discover
and nurture them in me.
it offers vaguely to be described here,


drama and stage acts.
voice control.
the history and theory of stage performances.
the practical means of being on stage.
social impact and dynamism of performances.
ethics of drama.
introduction of psychology.
statistical behavioral studies.
social and group understanding.
communication and reasoning aspects.
community service benefits.
writing and presentation skills.
character building.
educational and health psychology.
appreciation of arts.
negotiation and conflict resolution.
cultural diversity.
accounting.
legal issues.
understanding disabilities and special needs.
marketing and business development skills.

all that in 3 bloody would-be-fun years.
this is my thing.
i'd love to join this course.
i have interest,
the need to learn all these.
my way of serving the nation
from what i like.
this is what i have interest in
and so precious in controlling my life
to being someone useful and to be happy and proud of.

but getting there is another thing.
surely there are other courses,
but this is beyond anything i can dream of.
practically most of what i want to learn is in this course.
it'd be an immense waste to let it go by.
nevermind the high point requirement,
this being a new course,
would probably be restricted to a small number.
visionably 40.
so would i be,
among many others who are interested in this course
able to enter it?
i have drama and entrepreneurship experience.
would that be a beneficial edge to qualifying for it?

i'll be praying,
praying hard for the 28th of January,
a pleasant one for good results for me.
cause this is something i never had.
this great interest,
this vision,
that i'd be good in this
and succeed in life.
this is whats inside the Dead Man's Chest.