the whys?

it was great fun meeting up with my primary school friends again.
well, like i've said, they're not really my friends in primary school.
we just met up and hung out a few years back.
there's zafran, hazim, syafiq, aizat, farshad, adilah, shahidah, husna and nisa.
awesome people.
more of it ah WHY. :)

for the guys we click well.
very well.
maybe this is the 'brother' gang i've been hoping for.
we play soccer together and everyone is so supportive of each other. hazim is the mr. playmaker.
awesome feet, passing and great shot, brings the game to us, very much like a gerrard. (i think this is gonna be a footie profile of us.)
zafran is a striker like crouch.
holds the ball well and power in his shooting.
syafiq has pace, that spongebob package, can score well, much like babel.
aizat is solid in defence and has no fear in goal.
sweet shit this guy really can hold things down.
as for me, they say i control the ball well, has metal bones haha and cracking shot.
i wanna play more with an attacking style.
im too defensive and go in taking the ball away from other players, much like mascherano.
id rather be fernando torres and david villa.
haha, yeah right. its practice i guess.

today we went jamming for the first time together.
i went down on drums, fanzo, aizat and fiq each had a go on guitars and singing. we taught hazim the bass.
first we played swing swing.
we completed the whole song within the 2 hours there but without the solo.
nonetheless, we were good for starters.
i think i've improved since the last time i sat on the drum seat.
it felt good drumming.
even though i i cut my finger while running through the drum rim, it felt good and the first time us jamming together was great.
we plan to complete swing swing full, face down from redjumpsuitapparatus and the pretender from foo fighters.
i did a screamo part of face down.
i dunno what prompted me to it but when the guys played the part on the guitar, i just grabbed the mike and
'ONE DAY SHE WILL TELL YOU THAT SHE CANT TAKE ANYMOREEEEE!!!!!!!!!
syafiq said it was good. was really something and i just have to get used to it.

then we went to meet shahidah husna and dilah at the library.
went to eat at banquet.
shahidah was sick.
everyone had this habit, infected from syafiq to say 'why' at every end of a sentence.
hahaha everyone is doing it ah why.
then we went to the beach to chill.
me and afan chatted and i taught some of them this trick with the drumstick.
i wouldn't let shahidah try and of hazim's ciggarette.
neither would he i guess.
husna had to leave early so me syafiq and shahidah sent her off.
we hugged.
when we came back by that time me and shahidah had to leave too.
so we walked down to the blocks and said goodbye.
i hugged everyone.
when it came to adilah, my shoulder hit her chin hahaha. and had to re-hug.
its nice to get to hug everyone. i've never enjoyed such great times like this. these are rare.
sent shahidah off.
she got on the bus and i went home.

this is one gang i wanna spend forever with. in 'if i die tonight', i wish they would be around. cause they are one of a kind. no words can express my joy in their company. i hope when we ever quarrel, things get settled quickly and happily without losing out on anyone. they are all my Girl/Guy on Queen Street. (not too gay innit?). love you guys. god bless all of you.