if i die tonight.

i was hearing 'if i die tonight' by toophat. naturally it came to me, what would i have done on my last day?

well, the day before i'll tell everyone.

consider it God's calling.

in the morning, i'll have breakfast with my family.

talk about our memories, whatever there was.

complete every single prayer on the day with a round of my last yaasin.

thank God for whatever he gave me, good or bad.

i'd have about three hours listening listening to Plain Sunset songs. as well as other great songs of my favourite. confine myself in a room to enjoy all of it.

and thank them for giving me great sounds and memories.

take my friends to east coast beach as its a place of great memories.

share the last good time i'll have with them.

have a good laugh at the memories and bonds we have
gather every loved one at changi beach to catch the sunset.

and there, tell every single single one of them i love them,

thank them for being part of my life,

and tell them what i feel about them.

also give them a minute of a hug each.

pour warmth to everyone, in hope i can be remembered from that.

that's what i've always wanted to do.

give nice warm hugs to everyone.

go home and lie on my bed.

wait for the last few seconds, in prayer.

say 'i love you' to everyone.

and before i close my eyes, i'll see everyone smile.

'if i die tonight,
i know it'll be alright.
just smile for me,
reminiscing for memories.'